From FIVE album.

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The person I was yesterday couldn’t walk on well
I abused my words and hurt someone

And then, the person I am today is being stabbed in the back
Casting my eyes down to avoid those cold stares

Hey, how do I look?
How do I look to you?
Hey, I want only you to tell me the truth
To be scolded when I’m wrong

For you to remain unchanging as you forever
I just wish for you to be there, there
For me to remain unchanging as me forever
Smiling my awkward smile, let me stay with you, with you

Shall I look forward to the person I will be tomorrow?
Will I lift the corners of my lips in a smile?

Hey, am I still ridiculous?
Am I still not good enough?
Hey, I want only you to show me the truth
To laugh and tell me “You’re an idiot”

Do you still remember the continuation
Of the dream we talked about that night?
Even now, nothing has faded away
Everything is still fresh, ruling my heart

Hey, I want only you to give me praise
Even if others say otherwise

For you to remain unchanging as you forever
I just wish for you to be there, there
For me to remain unchanging as me forever
Smiling my awkward smile, with you…

Hey, I know that in truth
You are not so strong
And though there is nothing I can do for you
I will always hold your heart

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ROOMAJI

Kinou no boku wa mada umaku arukenakute
Kotoba furimawashite dareka wo kizutsuketa yo

Kyou no boku wa soshite ushiroyubi wo sasarete
Tsumetai shisen sakeru you ni utsumuiteiru yo

Nee donna fuu ni mieteru?
Donna fuu ni utsutteru?
Nee anata dake wa hontou wo kikasete
Machigatta toki wa shikatte

Itsumademo kawaranai anata no mama de
Tada soko ni soko ni ite hoshii
Itsumademo kawaranai boku no manma de
Gikochinai egao dakedo soba ni soba ni isasete

Ashita no boku ni nara sukoshi kitai shiyou ka
Kuchibiru no ryouhaji kutto agete mitari shite

Nee ima mo kokkei kana?
Mada mada tarinai kana?
Nee anata dake wa shinjitsu wo misete
“Baka da ne” to warai tobashite

Ano yoru ni hanashiteta yume no tsuzuki wo
Mada oboeteite kuretemasu ka
Nani hitotsu iroaseru koto naku ima mo
Asayaka na mama boku no kokoro shihai shitemasu

Nee anata dake ni wa homeraretai
Hito ga boku wo hitei shitemo

Itsumademo kawaranai anata no mama de
Tada soko ni soko ni ite hoshii
Itsumademo kawaranai boku no manma de
Gikochinai egao dakedo soba ni…

Nee anata mo hontou wa sonna ni tsuyoku
Nai koto wo boku wa shittemasu
Boku ga shiteagerareru koto nante nani mo
Nai keredo sono kokoro itsumo dakishimetemasu

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KANJI

昨日の僕はまた うまく歩けなくて
言葉振り回して 誰かを傷つけたよ

今日の僕はそして 後ろ指を指されて
冷たい視線さける ように俯いているよ

ねぇどんな風に見えてる?
どんな風に映ってる?
ねぇあなただけは本当を聞かせて
間違った時は叱って

いつまでも変わらない あなたのままで
ただそこに そこに居て欲しい
いつまでも変われない 僕のまんまで
ぎこちない笑顔だけど 側に 側に居させて

明日の僕になら 少し期待しようか
くちびるの両端 ぐっと上げてみたりして

ねぇいまも滑稽かな?
まだまだ足りないかな?
ねぇあなただけは真実を見せて
馬鹿だねと笑い飛ばして

あの夜に話してた 夢の続きを
まだ覚えていてくれてますか
なにひとつ色褪せる事なく今も
鮮やかなまま僕の心 支配してます

ねぇあなただけには褒められたい
人が僕を否定しても

いつまでも変わらない あなたのままで
ただそこに そこに居て欲しい
いつまでも変われない 僕のまんまで
ぎこちない笑顔だけど側に…

ねぇあなたも本当は そんなに強く
ない事を 僕は知ってます
僕がしてあげられる 事なんてなにも
ないけれどその心いつも 抱きしめてます