from Party Queen album.

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When, with this tired body
I reach my darkened room
And realize that I need to turn on the lights
I absolutely hate that moment

Because always, without fail
My returning memories flip to that page
From the supposedly buried distant past
Of events I wish to erase

Everyone has one or two things
Which they wish they could forget
But what they cannot forget
Is the pain of knowing that they cannot afford to forget

In the end, the road hasn’t ended
But still continues on

lalala…..

Someday, I’ll be able to accept it all
That day will surely come, right?
When that happens, it’ll be great
If I can forgive your everything

Everyone has one or two things
Which they wish they could forget
But what they cannot forget
Is the pain of knowing that they cannot afford to forget

In the end, the road hasn’t ended
But still continues on

When, with this tired body
I reach my darkened room
And realize that I need to turn on the lights
I absolutely hate that moment

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from Party Queen album.

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What are you thinking of now?
In truth, in your eyes
Gentle things and heartwarming things
I want just these to be reflected in your eyes

Why do your eyes look so sad, yet you force yourself
To show me a look of excitement?
Why do you try your best to hold strong,
Telling me that you’re ok?

I want to hear your voice say
That you can’t truly reach me through the monitor screen
Trivial things and silly things
Even these all hold meaning

Why do you always shoulder everything
On your own, suffering alone?
Why do you take all the blame for this
Saying it’s all your fault?

If you do this, I become powerless wow oh
Can’t I even give you a little bit of support?
Hey, I want to share the burden too
Share your pain, your doubt, your past

Why do your eyes look so sad
Yet you force yourself…

Why do you try your best to hold strong,
Telling me that you’re ok?

oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why

oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why

Why did you say all that?

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