from ROAD TO BUDOKAN 2012 〜Bad Flower〜 single.

——

Like whirling petals
The echoes of goodbye melt and disappear in the blue sky
Towards somewhere other than here
Endless irritation from unwavering escape

I’ve given up on everything long ago
I always say such courageous things
But I was really stifling myself to death

On the edge
I can’t be an angel anymore
If I throw out my naked love
Will you embrace me gently?
Ring ring
The alarm is sounding
Someone stop it, now
The secret feelings locked inside
Are blooming wildly at the back of my heart

Like a dream, the dazzling season
Is like an imprint slipping through the cracks between my fingers
Like this, without anyone knowing
I want to break into pieces like stardust, and rain down

I’ve realized everything long ago
But I pretended not to know anything
And trampled on my innocent self

Still some ways
Yes, the devil is whispering
If I throw away my torn up love
Will it disappear without a trace?
In pieces
Flowing from the wounds
Of my torn up heart
Waiting impatiently for that last drop
The trembling flower at the back of my heart

I’ve given up on everything long ago
I always say such courageous things
But I was really stifling myself to death

On the edge
I can’t be an angel anymore
If I throw out my naked love
Will you embrace me gently?
Ring ring
The alarm is sounding
Someone stop it, now
The secret feelings locked inside
Are blooming wildly at the back of my heart

——

ROOMAJI

Maiagaru hanabira no you ni
Aozora ni tokete kieta sayonara no zankyou
Koko de wa nai hoka no dokoka he
Mayowazu nigedaseta nara tomedonai shousou

Tokkuni zenbu akirameteru
Sou yatte itsumo tsuyogari wo itte
Hontou no jibun wo oshikoroshiteta

Girigiri
Mou tenshi ja irarenai
Mukidashi no aijou tataki tsuketara
Yasashiku dakishimerareru?
Jirijiri
Keihouki ga naridasu
Dareka tomete imasugu
Tojikometeta himitsu no kanjou ga
Mune no oku de kurui saiteru

Mabushii kisetsu wa yume no you ni
Ryoute no yubi no sukima wo surinukeru zanzou
Kono mama dare ni mo shirarezuni
Konagona ni nareba ii hoshikuzu ni natte furisosoge

Tokkuni zenbu ki ga tsuiteru
Dakedo nanimo shiranai furishite
Junsui na jibun wo fumi nijitteta

Madamada
Sou akuma ga sasayaku
Kiritotta aijou houri nagetara
Kirei ni kiete nakunaru?
Barabara
Hikisakareta kokoro no
Kizuguchi kara afureru
Saigo no hito shizuku wo machiwabite
Mune no oku de furueru hana

Tokkuni zenbu akirameteru
Sou yatte itsumo tsuyogari wo itte
Hontou no jibun wo oshikoroshiteta

Girigiri
Mou tenshi ja irarenai
Mukidashi no aijou tataki tsuketara
Yasashiku dakishimerareru?
Jirijiri
Keihouki ga naridasu
Dareka tomete imasugu
Tojikometeta himitsu no kanjou ga
Mune no oku de kurui saiteru

——

KANJI

舞い上がる花びらのように
青空に溶けて消えた サヨナラの残響
ここではない他のどこかへ
迷わず逃げ出せたなら とめどない焦燥

とっくに全部 諦めてる
そうやって いつも 強がりを言って
本当の 自分を 押し殺してた

ギリギリ
もう 天使じゃいられない
剥き出しの愛情 叩き付けたら
やさしく 抱きしめられる?
ジリジリ
警報機が鳴り出す
誰か止めて 今すぐ
閉じ込めてた秘密の 感情が
胸の奥で狂い咲いてる

まぶしい季節は夢のように
両手の指の隙間を すり抜ける残像
このまま誰にも知られずに
粉々になればいい 星屑になって 降り注げ

とっくに全部 気がついてる
だけど なにも 知らないフリして
純粋な 自分を 踏みにじってた

まだまだ
そう 悪魔が囁く
切り取った愛情 放り投げたら
奇麗に 消えてなくなる?
バラバラ
引き裂かれた心の
傷口から溢れる
最後のひと雫を 待ちわびて
胸の奥で震える花

とっくに全部 諦めてる
そうやって いつも 強がりを言って
本当の 自分を 押し殺してた

ギリギリ
もう 天使じゃいられない
剥き出しの愛情 叩き付けたら
やさしく 抱きしめられる?
ジリジリ
警報機が鳴り出す
誰か止めて 今すぐ
閉じ込めてた秘密の 感情が
胸の奥で狂い咲いてる