——
What is this feeling?
When you feel so far away
Slowly becoming blurred
I can’t feel you at all
Slowly closing my eyes
Then slowly opening them again
If I continue to do this
You may just disappear
I have no excuse
No glossing over the facts
The one who made the choice, even if it was a mistake
Is none other than myself
I had let go again
Of the things I believed deep in my heart
I thought you were my forever
The only one on this Earth
Why did I let go
Of the things I wanted to believe deep in my heart?
When you were the only light
Left on this Earth
Can I smile from my heart?
Can not I go back yet?
“Shall I go to fetch you?”
I hear such a voice
I have nowhere to return to
Nowhere I want to fall asleep
Ever since the day I lost the exit
I don’t even know where I am now
I won’t go back anymore
No matter how much my heart wants to be saved
No matter where I go in this world
No matter if I am left all alone
I won’t feel regret anymore
No matter how much my heart screams
No matter where I go in this world
Even if it spells my end
The sun will not rise again
This long night will never see dawn
I had let go again
Of the things I believed deep in my heart
I thought you were my forever
The only one on this Earth
Why did I let go
Of the things I wanted to believe deep in my heart?
When you were the only light
Left on this Earth
I know that it hurts
When the moon is left alone
——
ROOMAJI
Kono kimochi tte nan darou
Kimi wo tooku ni kanjiru yo
Dondon boyakechau tte
Furerarenai yo
Yukkuri to me wo tojite
Mata yukkuri to hiraite
Tte kurikaeshite ttara
Kiechaisou da yo
Iiwake nante nai
Kireigoto mo narabenai
Machigai demo ii to eranda no wa
Hoka no dare demo nai jibun dakara
Boku wa mata te wo hanashita yo
Kokoro no soko kara shinjiteta mono wo
Kono hoshi de tatta hitori
Kimi ga boku no eien da to omotteta
Boku wa naze te wo hanashita no
Kokoro no soko kara shinjitai mono wo
Kono hoshi ni tatta hitotsu no
Hikari datta no ni
Kokoro kara waraeteru kai
Mada kaette wa konai kai
Soko he mukae ni ikou ka tte
Koe ga kikoeru
Mou kaeru basho wa nai
Nemuritai basho mo nai
Deguchi wo miushinatta ano hi kara
Ima iru basho sae wakaranai
Boku wa mou modoranai yo
Kokoro ga ikura tasuke motometemo
Sekaijuu doko ni itemo
Sore ga hitorikiri datta to shitemo
Boku wa mou kuyamanai yo
Kokoro ga ikura himei wo agetemo
Sekaijuu doko ni itemo
Boku no owari demo
Taiyou wa mou noboranai
Kono nagai yoru wa akeru koto wa nai
Boku wa mata te wo hanashita yo
Kokoro no soko kara shinjiteta mono wo
Kono hoshi de tatta hitori
Kimi ga boku no eien da to omotteta
Boku wa naze te wo hanashita no
Kokoro no soko kara shinjitai mono wo
Kono hoshi ni tatta hitotsu no
Hikari datta no ni
Itai kurai wakatteru yo
Tsuki dake nokotta koto
——
KANJI
この気持ちって何だろう
君を遠くに感じるよ
どんどんぼやけちゃって
触れられないよ
ゆっくりと目を閉じて
またゆっくりと開いて
って繰り返してったら
消えちゃいそうだよ
言い訳なんてない
綺麗事も並べない
間違いでも良いと選んだのは
他の誰でもない自分だから
僕はまた手を離したよ
心の底から信じてたモノを
この地球でたったひとり
君が僕の永遠だと思ってた
僕はなぜ手を離したの
心の底から信じたいモノを
この地球にたったひとつの
光だったのに
心から笑えてるかい
まだ帰っては来ないかい
そこへ迎えに行こうかって
声が聞こえる
もう帰る場所はない
眠りたい場所もない
出口を見失ったあの日から
今いる場所さえわからない
僕はもう戻らないよ
心がいくら助け求めても
世界中どこにいても
それが独りきりだったとしても
僕はもう悔やまないよ
心がいくら悲鳴をあげても
世界中どこにいても
僕の終わりでも
太陽はもう昇らない
この長い夜は明ける事はない
僕はまた手を離したよ
心の底から信じてたモノを
この地球でたったひとり
君が僕の永遠だと思ってた
僕はなぜ手を離したの
心の底から信じたいモノを
この地球にたったひとつの
光だったのに
痛い位わかってるよ
月だけ残った事