from Feel my mind album + No Regret single.
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We always cuddled together when it rains
Sharing a smile…
Don’t hold an umbrella for me, let the rain beat down
These emotions flowing down my cheeks
I was the one who chose to walk a separate path, but
Without any tears, you gave a small wave and walked on
I won’t be troubling you anymore
I’m really sorry, I can’t love you in any other way
I can’t speak such selfish words ever again
We always fought over little things
But each time, we stopped
Because it was a pointless exchange for our precious time
I knew, but I couldn’t be honest
If only we could both shine bright, but
I was afraid of destroying your future
In those days you spent with me
You kissed me as I pretended to sleep, all this gentleness
And every uninterrupted memory, hidden in my heart…
Without any tears, you gave a small wave and walked on
I won’t be troubling you anymore
I’m really sorry, I can’t love you in any other way
I can’t speak such selfish words ever again
Though I wished to say them just once more…
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ROOMAJI
Ame ga fureba itsumo yori yorisoi
Warai atteita no ni ne…
Kasa mo sasanaide ame ni utare
Hoho wo tsutau kono omoi
Chigau michi eranda no wa watashi no hou datta no ni ne
Kimi wa namida mo misezu ni sotto te wo furi aruite yuku
Kore ijou jama wa dekinai
Konna aishi kata shika dekinakute hontou ni gomen ne
Mou nidoto itsumo no wagamama mo ienain da ne
Sasaina koto de itsumo kenka shiteta
Sono tabi ni tomatteta
Daiji na jikan muda na yaritori
Wakattetemo sunao ni narenai
Otagai ga kagayakereba yokatta hazu na no ni ne
Kimi no mirai wo kowashite shimai sou de kowakattan da
Watashi to sugosu hibi no naka de
Neta furi no watashi ni kisu nokoshiteku yasashisa mo zenbu
Mou nidoto togiresaseta omoi mune ni himete…
Kimi wa namida mo misezu ni sotto te wo furi aruite yuku
Kore ijou jama wa dekinai
Konna aishi kata shika dekinakute hontou ni gomen ne
Mou nidoto itsumo no wagamama mo ienain da ne
Mou ichido wagamama iitakatta…
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KANJI
雨が降ればいつもより寄り添い
笑い合っていたのにね･･･
傘もささないで 雨に打たれ
頬をつたう この想い
違う道 選んだのは 私の方だったのにね
君は涙も見せずに そっと手を振り歩いてゆく
これ以上邪魔は出来ない
こんな愛し方しか出来なくて 本当にゴメンね
もう二度といつものわがままも言えないんだね
些細な事でいつもケンカしてた
その度に止まってた
大事な時間 ムダなやりとり
わかってても 素直になれない
お互いが輝ければ 良かった筈なのにね
君の未来を壊してしまいそうで怖かったんだ
私と過ごす日々の中で
寝たふりの私にキス残してく 優しさも全部
もう二度と 途切れさせた想い 胸に秘めて…
君は涙もみせずにそっと手を振り歩いてゆく
これ以上邪魔は出来ない
こんな愛し方しか出来なくて本当にゴメンね
もう二度といつものわがままも言えないんだね
もう一度わがまま言いたかった･･･
