ルミリー (Rumirii) – Lumille
from Watashi igai watashi ja nai no single.
——
Yes, whenever I’m lonely, I indulge in memories
Whenever I sing of pain, I remember your face
Though the memory is unwanted
I turned on the light in the dark room
The creases of your smile were like mine
Aside from that, nothing else resembled
A small life smiling by my side
And I end up smiling too
Gazing at the sky and the fruitlessly flowing
Shapes of clouds as I sing
My trembling voice disappears without reaching
Picking up the fallen melody before me
And seeing that innocent face
Which I’d almost forgotten, we walk on again today
I smiled as I held your tiny hand
A dim floating sorrowful melody, a recurring beautiful melody
All of it tightening, all of it recalled
I’ve recalled and remembered countless times
The thing which should be shining on my ring finger
That I’d put into a letter to be sent out
Unable to form words, I worried
FInally finishing up 10 sheets of paper
Waiting for your return by the door
But you are no longer here
Unaware of anything, I fall asleep
And you are never there when I wake
Every time I close my eyes, you are smiling
As I cry with swollen eyes and the day passes
But next to me, your magical face
In this slightly larger home, I
Smile like you and us
A dim floating sorrowful melody, a recurring beautiful melody
All of it tightening, all of it recalled
A dim singing sorrowful melody, a recurring nostalgic melody
All of it tightening, all of it recalled
Please, along the winding road
Just let me meet you
Because of my fickle personality
I end up thinking that
And so, my ring finger remains empty
Will you hang on and read my long essay?
Just that will be enough
A dim floating sorrowful melody, a recurring beautiful melody
All of it tightening, all of it recalled
A dim singing sorrowful melody, a recurring nostalgic melody
All of it tightening, all of it recalled
——
ROOMAJI
Sou, sabishiku naru tabi omoide ni fukeru
Itami wo utau tabi omoi dasu kao mo
Iya ni naru kurai omoi dashite wa sa
Kurai heya ni akari wo tsuketa
Boku ni nitanda, warau toki no shiwa
Ato wa hotondo niteru no wa kimi de
Tonari de warau chiisana inochi
Sokkuri de boku mo waracchau
Sora wo miyatte wa munashiku nagareru
Kumo no katachi wo nagame nagara utau
Furueru koe wa todokazu kieru
Me no mae de ochita merodii wo hirou
Wasureta you na mujaki na kao wo
Mi nagara kyou mo futari de aruku
Chiisana te wo nigitte boku mo waratta
Bonyari ukabu kanashii merodii mata futo nagareru utsukushii merodii
Doremo koremo shime tsukerunda aremo koremo omoi dasunda
Mou nandomo kuri kaeshi omoi dashiteru na
Kusuriyubi ni hikaru hazu no mono
Tegami wo tsukete okuru to kimeta
Kotoba ukabazu nayandeta
Yatto kaki owatta juumai no kami
Doa no mae de kimi no kaeri matsu
Demo kimi wa inaku natte shimatta
Nanimo shirazu boku wa nemuru
Nandome wo samasedo kimi wa inai
Me wo tojiru tabi kimi wa warau
Naki harashite mata kyou wo kurasu
Demo tonari ni fushigisou na kao
Sukoshi hiroku natta ie de boku wa
Kimi mitai ni warau inochi to futari
Bonyari ukabu kanashii merodii mata futo nagareru utsukushii merodii
Doremo koremo shime tsukerunda aremo koremo omoi dasu
Bonyari utau kanashii merodii mata futo nagareru natsukashii merodii
Doremo koremo shime tsukerunda aremo koremo omoi dasunda
Douka rasen no michi no tochuu de sa
Kimi ni aetara ii no ni nante
Kimagure na seikaku dakara
Chotto wa kangaechau no sa
Soremade kusuriyubi wa aketete
Nagai bunshou wo yomu no mo gaman shite kurenai ka
Sore dake
Bonyari ukabu kanashii merodii mata futo nagareru utsukushii merodii
Doremo koremo shime tsukerunda aremo koremo omoi dasu
Bonyari utau kanashii merodii mata futo nagareru natsukashii merodii
Doremo koremo shime tsukerunda aremo koremo omoi dasunda
——
KANJI
そう、寂しくなる度思い出にふける
痛みを歌う度思い出す顔も
嫌になるくらい思い出してはさ
暗い部屋に灯りをつけた
僕に似たんだ、笑う時のシワ
あとはほとんど似てるのは君で
隣で笑う小さな命
そっくりで僕も笑っちゃう
空を見やっては虚しく流れる
雲の形をながめながら歌う
震える声は届かず消える
目の前で落ちたメロディーを拾う
忘れたような無邪気な顔を
見ながら今日も2人で歩く
小さな手を握って僕も笑った
ぼんやり浮かぶ悲しいメロディー またふと流れる美しいメロディー
どれもこれも締め付けるんだ あれもこれも思い出すんだ
もう何度も繰り返し思い出してるな
薬指に光るはずのもの
手紙をつけて送ると決めた
言葉浮かばず悩んでた
やっと書き終わった10枚の紙
ドアの前で君の帰り待つ
でも君はいなくなってしまった
何も知らず僕は眠る
何度目を覚ませど君はいない
目を閉じる度君は笑う
泣き腫らしてまた今日を暮らす
でも隣に不思議そうな顔
少し広くなった家で僕は
君みたいに笑う命と2人
ぼんやり浮かぶ悲しいメロディー またふと流れる美しいメロディー
どれもこれも締め付けるんだ あれもこれも思い出す
ぼんやり歌う悲しいメロディー またふと流れる懐かしいメロディー
どれもこれも締め付けるんだ あれもこれも思い出すんだ
どうか螺旋の道の途中でさ
君に会えたら良いのになんて
気まぐれな性格だから
ちょっとは考えちゃうのさ
それまで薬指はあけてて
長い文章を読むのも我慢してくれないか
それだけ
ぼんやり浮かぶ悲しいメロディー またふと流れる美しいメロディー
どれもこれも締め付けるんだ あれもこれも思い出す
ぼんやり歌う悲しいメロディー またふと流れる懐かしいメロディー
どれもこれも締め付けるんだ あれもこれも思い出すんだ
