from Secret album.

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The girls passing me by
Were so dazzling, I averted my eyes
They were just like innocent children
With wings of freedom

Wishing for the place of light
On the other side of darkness
Even if I spread my one remaining wing
I can’t even reach truth

Just how do I look
When seen from where you are?
Please laugh and dismiss
All these days filled with falsehoods
Before it becomes too late

Even when I grow tired from flying
I have no courage to rest my wing
If I can have
One wish come true
Just bring me out of here

Even now, I’m still here
Always searching for a place to belong
Somehow, somehow, I just pray
For these emotions to reach you
I don’t wish for anything else

Just how do I look
When seen from where you are?
Please laugh and dismiss
All these days filled with falsehoods

Even now, I’m still here
Always searching for a place to belong
Somehow, somehow, I just pray
For these emotions to reach you
I don’t wish for anything else

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from (miss)understood album.

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“I’m alright”, I tell everyone
As I put on a practiced smile
It’s not being irresponsible
But an intuition to defiance

The reason why I hid my trembling hands
Is because your pity is too cold

The warmth of a half-hearted pretense
Is not enough to warm me up
In that case, I’d rather you pretend not to see
Until it’s been smashed up, without leaving any trace

At this point, I have no wish
To listen to or pay lip service
The pain will continue to increase
So I’ll just go on accepting it

The clear air is frightening
Being the quiet before the storm

Just what do those seemingly kind people
Really want to know?
At the back of their gentle eyes
Sharp knives known as curiosity hide

Just what do you want?
Just what do you wish for?
Just where are you heading to?
And who are you going to meet there?

This is the first and last time
You get the chance to live as yourself
So after spreading out the large map
Just draw out your own path

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