——
I used to cry alone
With no place to go
I used to cry without reason
Maybe something just made me sad
I could cry back then
The tears just flowed
But I can’t cry now
I’ve forgotten how to do so
I smile and I smile, but my heart
Just feels like it isn’t full
Every time I smile, my chest
Just feels so tight, why is that?
Unable to shed tears, so heartless, loneliness controls me
On such a night, and I want to see noone but you
Noone, only you, can’t have anyone but you
But that’s just me, I have no reason to explain that
The Sun rises and sets
Earnestly repeating
And in that midst, countless
Stories intertwine
On the far side of this wide world
When a single life is lost
Someone else’s life begins
As someone else chooses to end it all
What does it mean to live? What does it mean to strive?
I don’t know anymore, don’t want to see anyone but you
Noone, only you, can’t have anyone but you
Just for tonight, just be mine
Unable to shed tears, so heartless, loneliness controls me
On such a night, and I want to see noone but you
Noone, only you, can’t have anyone but you
But that’s just me, I have no reason to explain that
What does it mean to live? What does it mean to strive?
I don’t know anymore, don’t want to see anyone but you
Noone, only you, can’t have anyone but you
Just for tonight, just be mine
Just lie and nod in agreement
——
ROOMAJI
Hitori kiri naiteita
Ikuate mo nai mama
Wakarazu ni naiteita
Nani ga kanashii no kamo
Ano koro wa naketeita ne
Namida nagaseteita ne
Konogoro ja nakenai yo
Nakikata wo wasureta yo
Warattemo warattemo kokoro
Mitasarenai ki ga shite shimatteru yo
Waraeba warau hodo ni mune ga
Shime tsukerarete iku no wa naze nan darou
Namida mo denai kurai ni mujou ni kodoku ga boku wo
Shihai suru yoru wa kimi ni shika aitakunainda yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame nanda yo
Nante katte sonna no riyuu nante nai yo
Hi wa nobori kurete iku
Hitasura kuri kaeshi
Sono naka ni ikutsu no
Monogatari kousa suru
Kono hiroi chikyuu no kanata de
Hitotsu no inochi ga ushinawareru koro
Dareka no inochi wa hajimatte
Dareka wa subete wo owaraseteirun darou
Ikite iku tte nan darou ganbatte tte nan darou
Wakannaku natte mou kimi ni shika aitakunainda yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame nanda yo
Konya dake de ii kara boku no hito de ite yo
Namida mo denai kurai ni mujou ni kodoku ga boku wo
Shihai suru yoru wa kimi ni shika aitakunainda yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame nanda yo
Nante katte sonna no riyuu nante nai yo
Ikite iku tte nan darou ganbatte tte nan darou
Wakannaku natte mou kimi ni shika aitakunainda yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame nanda yo
Konya dake de ii kara boku no hito de ite yo
Uso de ii kara unazuite yo
——
KANJI
ひとりきり泣いていた
行く宛もないまま
わからずに泣いていた
何が悲しいのかも
あの頃は泣けていたね
涙流せていたね
この頃じゃ泣けないよ
泣き方を忘れたよ
笑っても笑っても心
満たされない気がしてしまってるよ
笑えば笑う程に胸が
締めつけられていくのは何故なんだろう
涙も出ないくらいに無情に孤独が僕を
支配する夜は君にしか会いたくないんだよ
君だけにしか 君じゃなきゃだめなんだよ
なんてかってそんなの理由なんてないよ
陽はのぼり暮れていく
ひたすら繰り返し
その中に幾つの
物語交差する
この広い地球の彼方で
ひとつの命が失われるころ
誰かの命は始まって
誰かは全てを終わらせているんだろう
生きて行くってなんだろう頑張ってってなんだろう
わかんなくなってもう君にしか会いたくないんだよ
君だけにしか 君じゃなきゃだめなんだよ
今夜だけでいいから僕の人で居てよ
涙も出ないくらいに無情に孤独が僕を
支配する夜は君にしか会いたくないんだよ
君だけにしか 君じゃなきゃだめなんだよ
なんてかってそんなの理由なんてないよ
生きて行くってなんだろう頑張ってってなんだろう
わかんなくなってもう君にしか会いたくないんだよ
君だけにしか 君じゃなきゃだめなんだよ
今夜だけでいいから僕の人で居てよ
嘘でいいから頷いてよ