from Milky Bunny album.

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The morning sun shines through the window, I closed my eyes and fell asleep
Unable to break my habit of keeping late hours, I’ve become an adult

But I’m still like a child
Don’t wanna wanna wanna be an adult
Even now, just let me always stay a selfish brat

Just how I used to cry in a corner of the room as a child
I want to shed tears now on your shoulder
You are mine, I don’t wish for anything else

I just want to do naughty things, I love playing pranks
Just like how I used to make Mama angry in the past

Now, I’m still like a child
I just wanna stay stay like that, may I?
I want you to whisper the answer softly in my ear with a gentle voice

Can’t say “please be with me now”, it’s so embarrassing
So guess my feelings from my sulking voice and come soon
I’ll continue sulking in my dreams until you come

Stay beside me, always beside me
Don’t go away, even in my dreams

You always speak gently to me, even with eyes closed
So that I won’t ever feel alone
You are surely the one who made me so selfish

Just how I used to cry in a corner of the room as a child
I want to shed tears now on your shoulder
You are mine, I don’t wish for anything else

still not yet…
still not yet…

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ROOMAJI

Asahi terasu mado me wo tsuburu to nemuri ni tsuita
Nefukashi no kuse ga nukenai mama otona ni natta

Mada imada kodomo no mama de
Iya iya iya otona wa
Ima mo itsumo wagamama bakari iwasete hoshii no

Heya no sumikko de naiteta kodomo no koro no mama
Ima wa anata no kata de namida wo nagashitai no
Anata wa watashi no mono sore ijou wa motomenai wa

Ikenai koto bakari shitaku naru no itazura suki de
Mukashi yoku mama ni okorareteta anokoro no mama

Mada ima wa kodomo no mama de
Itai itai no dame kana?
Yasashii koe wo mimimoto de sotto kikasete hoshii no

Ienai “imasugu soba ni kite” toka terekusakute
Suneta watashi no koe ni kizuite sugu ni kite yo
Yume no naka demo anata ga kuru made suneteru kara

Soba ni ite yo ne itsumo soba ni
Hanasanaide ne yume no naka demo

Watashi ga itsumo samishikunai you ni anata wa
Me wo tojitetemo yasashiku katari kakete kureru
Anata ga watashi no wagamama wo kitto sodateteru no

Heya no sumikko de naiteta kodomo no koro no mama
Ima wa anata no kata de namida wo nagashitai no
Anata wa watashi no mono sore ijou wa motomenai wa

still mada…
still mada…

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KANJI

朝日てらす窓 眼を瞑ると眠りについた
夜ふかしのクセが 抜けないまま 大人になった

まだ いまだ 子供のままで
イヤイヤイヤ 大人は
今も いつも わがままばかり 言わせてほしいの

部屋の隅っこで 泣いてた子供の頃のまま
今はあなたの 肩で涙を流したいの
あなたは私のもの それ以上は 求めないわ

いけないことばかり したくなるの イタズラ好きで
昔よくママに 怒られてた あの頃のまま

まだ 今は 子供のままで
いたい いたいの ダメかな?
優しい声を 耳元でそっと 聞かせてほしいの

言えない 「今すぐそばに来て」とか照れくさくて
スネた私の 声に気づいてすぐに来てよ
夢の中でもあなたが来るまで スネてるから

そばにいてよね いつもそばに
離さないでね 夢の中でも

私がいつも 寂しくないようにあなたは
眼を閉じてても 優しく語りかけてくれる
あなたが私のわがままをきっと 育ててるの

部屋の隅っこで 泣いてた子供の頃のまま
今はあなたの 肩で涙を流したいの
あなたは私のもの それ以上は 求めないわ

still まだ…
still まだ…