冬花火 (Fuyu hanabi) – Winter fireworks

from FUYU HANABI single + Kimi to boku no michi album.

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I smiled again with you today, that alone makes my heart race
Before I knew it, feelings of “love” had grown deep in my heart

On that winter day when the wind had turned cold
You were so shy as you told me
That you had feelings for my friend

Wanting to cry, but unable to cry, my one-sided love
I should have known, but
Sorrow, love, will they all disappear?
You are my winter fireworks

These feelings of love for you has grown so deep, but
Every time you spoke of her, I desperately blocked out the ears of my heart

On the park bench where the snow had melted
“Won’t someone help me?” You asked
Why? Please don’t ask that of me

I love you, actually, I wanted to tell you
I can’t just stay as friends
Please notice my lying one-sided love
Invisible to everyone, winter fireworks

To be able to make you so troubled
I really envy that girl
When winter ends, will I be able to smile for the two of you?

Wanting to cry, but unable to cry, my one-sided love
Even if it’s an unattainable love
Sorrow, love, will they all disappear?
Our winter fireworks

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ROOMAJI

Mata kyou mo anata to waratta sore dake de mune ga isogashii
Kizukeba kokoro no mannaka ni sodatte shimatta “suki” no kimochi

Kaze ga tsumetaku natteta fuyu no hi
Anata wa tere nagara oshiete kureta ne
Tomodachi no ano ko no koto ga suki da tte

Nakitakute nakenakute atashi no kata omoi
Sonna koto shitteta hazu na no ni
Setsunasa mo itoshisa mo kiete yuku no kana
Anata wa atashi no fuyu hanabi

Anata ga suki da to iu mono wa nandemo suki ni nareteta no ni
Ano ko no hanashi wo sareru tabi hisshi ni kokoro de mimi fusaideta

Yuki ga kieteku kouen no benchi de
Dareka ii yatsu inai no? tte anata wa
Doushite yo sonna koto atashi ni kikanaide

Daisuki yo hontou wa ne itte mitakatta yo
Tomodachi no mama ja irarenai
Kizuite yo usotsuki na atashi no kata omoi
Dare ni mo mienai fuyu hanabi

Anata wo konna ni mo nayamase rareru
Ano ko ga yappari urayamashii kedo
Fuyu ga owaru koro ni wa futari no mae de waraeru kana

Nakitakute nakenakute atashi no kata omoi
Kanawanai koi da to shitemo
Setsunasa mo itoshisa mo kiete yuku no kana
Anata to atashi no fuyu hanabi

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KANJI

また今日も　あなたと笑った　それだけで胸が忙しい
気付けば心の真ん中に　育ってしまった「好き」の気持ち

風が冷たくなってた冬の日
あなたは照れながら教えてくれたね
友達のあの子の事が好きだって

泣きたくて　泣けなくて　あたしの片想い
そんな事　知ってたはずなのに
切なさも　愛しさも　消えてゆくのかな
あなたは　あたしの　冬花火

あなたが好きだと言うものは　何でも好きになれてたのに
あの子の話をされる度　必死に心で耳塞いでた

雪が消えてく　公園のベンチで
誰かいい奴いないの?って　あなたは
どうしてよ　そんな事　あたしに聞かないで

大好きよ　本当はね　言ってみたかったよ
友達のままじゃいられない
気付いてよ　嘘つきな　あたしの片想い
誰にも見えない　冬花火

あなたを　こんなにも悩ませられる
あの子が　やっぱり羨ましいけど
冬が終わる頃には　二人の前で笑えるかな

泣きたくて　泣けなくて　あたしの片想い
叶わない恋だとしても
切なさも　愛しさも　消えてゆくのかな
あなたと　あたしの　冬花火