ワガママ (Wagamama) – Selfish
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The words I spoke to you that day
I should have kept them hidden within me
I won’t lie, won’t give excuses
Snow melting on my cheeks
Though I don’t desire days with no answer
I turn my back on the reason for my tears
Why is it that I’m searching only for smiles
So much more now as compared to the past?
Unchanging emotions and changing scenery
If I had voiced my last selfish demand that day
You would be perplexed over the answer, right?
Future, don’t overlap now
The winter-colored shoes you gave me
Bring color beautifully to me again this year
Lining up proof that I’m alright, I walk
As the snow soaks in
Where are you now? It’s alright not to contact me?
I want to know, I’m free to find out
But the words I failed to speak
Won’t disappear into the nightsky
Stopped emotions and unstoppable time
I kept my last selfish demand a secret
Because you are someone who won’t lie
So kindness rips us apart
Don’t answer, I just want to tell you
I don’t need anything more
But humans are surely needy creatures
And I’ll want you more and more
Unchanging emotions pile up on the scenery
Though I wanted to voice a small selfish demand now
You just quietly embrace me
As if embracing me, right by your side
Embracing me
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