from A Song for xx album.
—–
What I’ve finally realized now
Is not that you had been kind to me
Nor that you had treasured me
There were days when you really felt defeated
And before anxiety pressed you down
You sent out an SOS to me
I should have understood every single thing about you
You’ve been waiting, continuing to believe in me
Despite not knowing when I would return, even until morning came…
Sorry for not noticing your pain
Could I have done something
Any single thing for you back then?
Endless regret comes in such a manner
I thought I understood every single thing about you, but
You always waited for me, choosing to believe in me
Despite not knowing when I would return…
Sorry for not noticing your feelings
Days overflowing with your happy smile will come again, right?
I’ve kept you waiting, and much time has passed
I want to be your best friend, not losing out to anyone
Praying to create a deep bond
—–
ROOMAJI
Imagoro yatto kizuita no wa
Yasashiku shite kureta koto ja nakute
Taisetsu ni shite kureta koto ja nakute
Hontou wa makesou na hi mo atte
Fuan ni oshi tsubusareru mae ni
Watashi he no SOS wo dashitetanda ne
Kimi no koto nara subete nandemo wakatteiru you na tsumori de ita
Zutto mataseteta ne itsu ni nareba modoru no ka sae
Wakaranai you na watashi wo shinji tsuzukete asa ga kitemo…
Kimi no tsurasa wo shirazu ni gomen ne
Ano koro tatta hitotsu demo
Nanika wo shite agerareta darou ka
Sonna fuu ni kuyami dasu to kiri ga nakute
Kimi no koto nara subete nandemo wakatteiru you na ki de ita no ni
Zutto matte kureta itsu ni nareba modoru no ka sae
Wakaranai you na watashi wo soredemo shinjiyou to shiteta…
Kimi no kimochi mo shirazu ni gomen ne
Kimi no shiawase sou na egao ga koboreteita hibi wa mata kuru darou
Zutto mataseta kedo yagate toki ga tatteitta nara
Hoka no dare ni mo makenai saikou no naka ni natte itai
Fukai kizuna ga dekiru to inotte
—–
KANJI
今頃やっと気付いたのは
優しくしてくれた事じゃなくて
大切にしてくれてた事じゃなくて
本当は負けそうな日もあって
不安に押しつぶされる前に
私へのSOSを出してたんだね
君のコトなら全て何でも解っている様なつもりでいた
ずっと待たせてたね いつになれば戻るのかさえ
わからない様な私を信し続けて朝が来ても…
君の辛さを知らずにごめんね
あの頃たったひとつでも
何かをしてあげられただろうか
そんな風に悔やみ出すときりがなくて
君の事なら全て何でも解っている様な気でいたのに
ずっと待ってくれた いつになれば戻るのかさえ
わからない様な私をそれでも信じようとしてた…
君の気持ちも知らずにごめんね
君の幸せそうな笑顔がこぼれていた日々はまた来るだろう
ずっと待たせたけど やがて時が経っていったなら
他の誰にも負けない最高の仲になっていたい
深い絆が出来ると祈って
