ぼくの憂鬱と不機嫌な彼女 (Boku no yuuutsu to fukigen na kanojo) – My melancholy and my sullen girlfriend
from Boku no yuuutsu to fukigen na kanojo single + AAA 10th ANNIVERSARY BEST album.
——
Overflowing time just
Carries us along as we ride on
Those smiles in that photo
Didn’t know that such a day would come
When did we start
Arguing over the smallest things?
Consideration, kindness,
Warmth, leaving it all behind
My melancholy and my sullen girlfriend
It’s none of our faults
We’ve just been together for too long
Can’t go back… I know that, but
This frustrating timidity
Makes this selfish me
Unable to let you go yet
We talk, but are inattentive
With panicky, fake smiles
The moment I turned my back
You let out another sigh
What I can give to you
Is surely only one thing
Not happiness
Nor promises
The answer is freedom
Words like “I really like you” or “I love you”
Those precious echoes
Turn into colorless words
In exchange, hidden words
A goodbye that can’t be said
When you wake tomorrow morning
I’ll leave it there
In contrast to the still-warm bed
A chilled heartbeat devoid of warmth dangles from my heart
If I had done that at that time, on that day
Memories are jokers that change into regret
I’ll get out of your keycase and your heart’s space
You go your way
My melancholy and my sullen girlfriend
Inside your heart
There is someone whom I don’t know
Even if I give up, saying “it can’t be helped…”
The welling tears of regret
Won’t stop
My melancholy and my sullen girlfriend
Soon, everything
Will change into petals of memories
The wind flowing through the open door
Will take it all away, scattering it
Vividly…
This is the
Shape of my love
——
ROOMAJI
Arifurete yuku jikan ga tada,
Futari wo nosete hakonde iku
Shashin no naka no ano egao wa,
Konna hi ga kuru to shiranakatta ne
Itsukara darou,
Sasai na koto de kenka bakari shite kita ne
Omoiyari ya, yasashisa ya,
Nukumori wo okizari ni shite
Boku no yuuutsu to fukigen na kanojo
Dochira no sei demo naku,
Soba ni isugita dake no koto de
Modorenai… to wakatteiru no ni,
Modokashii kurai yowaki de
Migatte na boku wa,
Kimi wo mada hanasenai
Hanashi kaketemo uwanosora de,
Awatete sakasu tsukuri egao
Senaka wo muketa sono shunkan,
Mata hitotsu kimi ga tameiki wo tsuku
Boku ga kimi ni agerareru mono
Sore wa kitto tada hitotsu
Shiawase toka,
Yakusoku ja nai nanika,
Kotae wa jiyuu
Daisuki, toka, aishiteru, datoka
Itoshii ano hibiki ga
Iroaseta kotonoha ni kawaru
Sono kawari ni kakushiteta kotoba
Koe ni wa dasenai sayonara
Asu no asa mezameta toki,
Nokoshiteku kara
Mada atatakai beddo to urahara ni
Taion no nai hie kitta munasawagi ga boku no kokoro kara burasagari
Ano hi ano toki hora moshimo aa shite tara toka
Omoide wa koukai ni sugata kaeru jookaa
Kimi no kiikeesu to kokoro no supeesu kara deteku kara
You go your way
Boku no yuuutsu to fukigen na kanojo
Sono kokoro no naka ni wa,
Boku no shiranai dareka ga iru
Shikata nai… to akiramete mitemo,
Komi ageru kuyashi namida ga
Tomaranai
Boku no yuuutsu to fukigen na kanojo
Mou sugu nanimo kamo ga
Omoide no hanabira ni kawari,
Aketa doa ni nagare komu kaze ga,
Subete wo tsure sari mai chiru
Azayaka ni…
Kore ga boku no
Ai no katachi da
——
KANJI
ありふれてゆく時間がただ、
ふたりを乗せて運んでいく
写真の中のあの笑顔は、
こんな日が来ると知らなかったね
いつからだろう、
些細なことでケンカばかりしてきたね
思い遣りや、優しさや、
体温(ぬくもり)を置き去りにして
ぼくの憂鬱と不機嫌な彼女
どちらのせいでもなく、
そばにいすぎただけのことで
戻れない…とわかっているのに、
もどかしいくらい弱気で
身勝手なぼくは、
君をまだ離せない
話しかけても上の空で、
慌てて咲かす作り笑顔
背中を向けたその瞬間、
またひとつ君が溜め息をつく
ぼくが君にあげられるもの
それはきっとただひとつ
しあわせとか、
約束じゃないなにか、
答えは自由
大好き、とか、愛してる、だとか
いとしいあの響きが
色褪せた言の葉に変わる
その代わりに隠してた言葉
声には出せないさよなら
明日(あす)の朝目覚めた時、
残してくから
まだ暖かいベッドと裏腹に
体温のない冷え切った胸騒ぎがぼくの心からぶら下がり
あの日あの時ほらもしもあぁしてたらとか
思い出は後悔に姿変えるジョーカー
君のキーケースと心のスペースから出てくから
You go your way
ぼくの憂鬱と不機嫌な彼女
その心の中には、
ぼくの知らない誰かがいる
仕方ない…とあきらめてみても、
込み上げる悔し涙が
止まらない
ぼくの憂鬱と不機嫌な彼女
もうすぐなにもかもが
想い出の花びらに変わり、
開けたドアに流れ込む風が、
すべてを連れ去り舞い散る
鮮やかに…
これがぼくの
アイノカタチだ
